This is the cute face of jealousy, but I wanted to follow my post about Rupert Brooke and Grantchester with a Brooke poem that brilliantly captures the ugly face of this green-eyed monster. Jealousy doesn't have the prettiness of The Old Vicarage, or the sadness of The Soldier; it is a less well known and very much darker poem.
Jealousy
When I see you, who were so wise and
cool,
Gazing with silly sickness on that
fool
You've given your love to, your
adoring hands
Touch his so intimately that each
understands,
I know, most hidden things; and when
I know
Your holiest dreams yield to the
stupid bow
Of his red lips, and that the empty
grace
Of those strong legs and arms, that
rosy face,
Has beaten your heart to such a flame
of love,
That you have given him every touch
and move,
Wrinkle and secret of you, all your
life,
-- Oh! then I know I'm waiting,
lover-wife,
For the great time when love is at a
close,
And all its fruit's to watch the
thickening nose
And sweaty neck and dulling face and
eye,
That are yours, and you, most surely,
till you die!
Day after day you'll sit with him and
note
The greasier tie, the dingy wrinkling
coat;
As prettiness turns to pomp, and
strength to fat,
And love, love, love to habit!
And after that,
When all that's fine in man is at an
end,
And you, that loved young life and
clean, must tend
A foul sick fumbling dribbling body
and old,
When his rare lips hang flabby and
can't hold
Slobber, and you're enduring that
worst thing,
Senility's queasy furtive
love-making,
And searching those dear eyes for
human meaning,
Propping the bald and helpless head,
and cleaning
A scrap that life's flung by, and love's
forgotten,
Then you'll be tired; and passion dead and rotten;
And he'll be dirty, dirty!
O lithe and free
And lightfoot, that the poor heart
cries to see,
That's how I'll see your man and you!
But you --
Oh, when that time comes, you'll be dirty too!
Rupert Brooke
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